| ignorance is the water that fills the sea, that is our school.
it is disgusting.
and we all swallow it up, breathe it in, because it's easier to do that than to find some other way of supporting ourselves.
ughhh
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| bright sides?
silver linings?
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| Dominoes.
yea, dominoes. They are pointless, dumb...a really useless way to amuse yourself. But you sit on your living room floor for hours, days. As long as it takes to build up that maze, that galaxy of black and white tiles. And you wait, breathless, you sit, anxious, and you place these little nothings up, one after another, too close for comfort, but far enough away so they don't wreck your work, your being of the last two or three hours of tireless effort. You create this masterpiece, you love looking at it, you love bragging about it. You've dreamt this amazing world of toys and you created it. It's beautiful in it's idiocy, but you boast and you can't complain when you mess up once and a while because the awe it creates is somewhat overpowering. But you continue to build, and you continue to walk tip-toed all through-out your house, and you continue to shush people, as if the sound of a whisper could wreck the beauty, the greatness...but you know it can't. And you do all of this, sleepless nights, and tiresome days, but you keep it up, with a smile on your face, because you know it isn't even done yet, and you know it's going to be amazing with all of it's twists and turns and swirls and dead ends, and ongoing craziness. You can't wait, you love it, every second of it. And then, all of a sudden, almost too quickly...
you finish.
you're done.
and you know what you have to do.
because it's why you started this mess in the first place.
you have to knock it down.
you have to knock it all down.
and all it takes is one little...
...push...
and there they go.
there it all goes.
i guess... you could say...
it was fun while it lasted, right?
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